Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in The girl who tortured flies...'s LiveJournal:

Friday, August 14th, 2009
5:31 pm	9 weeks ago I can't believe that it's been that long since my last post. I Think I should do something more.... I might post art here to keep myself active... I have been watching my deviant art account a lot lately. I've also been spending a lot of time on facebook. My classes should start this coming week. I can't wait... it's good for me to be busy. I'll actually be looking for a house for me and my boyfriend to buy too. It's crazy that I'm doing so much now. Baby's new store is opening tomorrow. I can't wait, unfortunately I can't go. I think I'll go on a day off next week. If anyone wants to meet me I'll let you know what day. :D My boyfriend might come with me! :D It's so funny because he always says that he'll buy me whatever I want but I'm too frugal to let him. I'd rather make my own. which reminds me... I'll be posting pictures once I can take pictures of the dress I made..... I'm slow huh? I've also been playing tales of Vesperia. It's upsetting because I'm not even two thirds of the way through the game. On the first playthrough!!!!! >:O I want to cosplay as Judith too but she's not tan at all and I hate trying to cosplay as white characters. I'll be ok...... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 12th, 2009
4:36 pm	Writer's Block: Teen Time Machine If you could be a teenager living in any decade, which one would you choose? Submitted By twertle View 503 Answers I would love to live in the 17th century. Back then, it was still very old fashioned and clothing was exactly the way I like it :D And I wouldn't have to work at a real job or anything. But the sad part is I wouldn't have a say in anything, being a girl and all. I wouldn't mind too badly though.  I would hate to have to be a baby machine though =____= Also, the great stories were something to take as warnings. Maybe vampires would be real.... and I could die and be one of them :D Muhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha............... If only.... On another note, I finished the first twilight book in two nights of reading.... much better than the movie but it made me feel like a little hormonal teenager...... And even another note, I need to post pictures of my dress that's almost done :D (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 1st, 2009
8:26 am	All my fanime pictures... minus the lolita ones :D     ( Read more... )</div> (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 19th, 2009
11:10 pm	Fanime..... It's really been killing me. I've had horrible sleep if any, trouble finishing up stuff and I'm pretty much broke before I'm even there..... It doesn't seem like good times.... my big problem is that I need to actually go to college and pick what I want so I can have a career and live on my own....I've been quite depressed lately because of the stress too so I guess this is a good way to vent without worrying about others getting hurt or causing problems for myself.... I have no friends on live journal........ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 6th, 2009
1:41 am	Ehhh Once again this post will be short and sweet, I need to post on the cali-loli page for the fanime picnic and finish anything I need to before fanime.=_= (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 6th, 2008
12:08 am	What Vanessa Means You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? What Claudia Ethos Means You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 12th, 2007
4:52 pm	I can't belive it ..... I'm like an uber dork in comparison to how I try to appear.... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 2nd, 2007
11:28 pm	Tea Anyone?~<3 I'm going to see a tea house this week~! Either Thursday or Friday, but I digress. It is in Livermore and I'll probably be planning a gathering for tea later this month. So my question to you; Would anyone be able to attend for, say, July 21st or 22nd? ( Tea House location and details ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 24th, 2007
12:30 pm	Ahhh an update! I've been on livejournal the most in the past 2 months than I have in the past year.... It's so horrible because I feel like I have no friends! V_V ( HELP ME~! ) Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Dir en Grey~Gauze (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 17th, 2007
7:47 pm	Ahhh ORCA I had soo much fun at the lolita meetup... it was my first and boy was it exciting.... If only I was more popular in the lolita community. xD I was so shocked that some people recognized me from egl so I was excited. I actually got to wear my newly made dress as well so I was happy!!! <3 I'll probably post pictures of all the fabric I've gotten recently just to brag : 3 (Comment on this)
Friday, June 1st, 2007
10:50 pm	After Math The time at fanime was sooo lovely this year. I'm scared that lolita will become a fad though. and that will take away from it's exclusive-ness. I still had a great time and I will do the picnic again next year! ~<3 probably during a less peak time, like 11 am so it'd be like a picnic brunch. That sounds good to me. I should keep a journal but it's soo hard for me to keep up with writing. I'll try my hardest to, and I hope everyone else is trying their hardest with whatever they want to pursue.                            ~*~Claudia Ethos~*~ (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 14th, 2007
10:52 pm	ahhh good old quizes You Are 75% Misanthropic Here's the truth: Most people suck. You are just lucky enough to know it. You're not ready to go live alone in a cave - but you're getting there. How Misanthropic Are You? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
11:08 am	I am planning to have a picnic with any lolitas attending Fanime this year. Where we will meet and when we will meet is still under debate. Anyone that would like to attend may, as long as they dress lolita and are polite! And if it isn't a trouble, let me know you will attend my picnic. Making treats to bring as well would be much appreciated! Love having picnics in your lolita finest? Haven't had a chance to wear your new dress? Like to meet new people and eat delicious sweets? Join in my lovely lolita picnic and enjoy yourself for a few hours during your Fanime weekend. Remember Ouji are allowed! (Males dressed in elegant attire) News: Other locations for this thread: Gaia Forum http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=21645957& Cosplay.com Forum http://forums.cosplay.com/showthread.php?t=100628 Fanime Forum http://forums.fanime.com/viewtopic.php?t=6498 Some changes in menu and meeting times! (as of 02/23/07) When: We are planning to meet on Saturday between the hours of 3 and 4 and have our meal for about 1 and 1/2 to 2 hours. Where: At Fanime 2007, Near the fountain in front of the building. If too windy it might be held in the build if fanime staff allows. Why: I am planning to have a picnic with any lolitas attending Fanime this year. Who: Anyone that would like to attend may, as long as they dress elegantly (lolita, kodona, etc) and are polite! How: I, Claudia, will be bring a number of items for the lolitas to enjoy. However I cannot guarantee there will be enough food for everyone. Please bring treats to share! What: We will be having a picnic and having various games to play as well as a photoshoot nearing the end of the picnic (or should it be the beginning?). Menu Drinks Lemonade Iced tea (green berry tea?) Breads breads (banana nut, chocolate, blueberry) Muffins (blueberry, and another...?) Sandwiches cucumber tea sandwich Deserts Brittle cookies Mushroom Meringues Cake (?) Cream cheese coffee crumb cake cookies (hopefully being brought by other lolitas) List of those going! Claudia Ethos (Lizchan33) *host* Kathina_MacLeod *assistant host* _Fanime Forums_ butterflyz--------------------------cookies Nina Star 9-------------------------cookies(hopefully) rock_lee_stalker_*stalks*-----------onigiri or cookies felicity869-------------------------cookies and juice, and blankets Touya no Miko-----------------------umeboshi onigiri, blanket gubaba------------------------------ mori--------------------------------cookies Ari--------------------------------- (maybe) Green_Tea--------------------------- (maybe) The_fluffa-luf_fairy---------------- babytealeaf-------------------------cookies(snickerdoodle) Arashi_Lilith----------------------- SuperKawaiiNeko---------------------Fudge Ayanami Rei First Child-------------Juice XpHoBiaX---------------------------- Rowan------------------------------- Kurai Tren Ame---------------------- koella------------------------------ emobi------------------------------- _Gaia online_ chinami-oki------------------------- azraphale--------------------------- Suteko------------------------------ Loveless100------------------------- Ayanami Rei First Child------------- Nyu_x------------------------------- Sandwiches Kasanoda aka Bossanova-------------- Toshi_Riku-------------------------- Mizu Enna--------------------------- _Cosplay.com Forums_ Anthy Himaya ----------------------- spastic kitty----------------------- (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 28th, 2006
5:48 pm	Fanime is 5 months away And I plan on having a picnic for all the lolitas that want to attend! I'll post more details in the future!!!! Maybe a lot of people will come! I'm very hopeful! Current Mood: hopeful (2 Comments |Comment on this)